>Birthday Bashes… During exams Times AAARGH!!!

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My Sweet and naughtiest cousin POOJA celebrated her 5th birthday yesterday(29/07/09) which, of course I missed due to exams. I miss that sweetie pie. I called up in the morning before going to exams and wished her. Then made sure Murugesh wished her after exams which she asked for. Don’t ask me who Murugesh is: He is my classmate from IIPM who is Pooja’s pet.

Anyways.. So today, I have two of my classmates celebrating birthdays. That would be Nishanth and Pradap. Both of them are personally good friends of mine, but since its exams we are unable to celebrate their birthday.

Then last but never the least, Saddam,(now only close friend who cares a lot about me), is celebrating his birthday on the Sunday(2.8.09). I want to celebrate his birthday too.. Since its the final year for all of us and we would be leaving in another 6 months of college, I feel so sad about us not being together even on our special days.. Anyways I hope that atleast we could re-unite in celebrating each other’s birthday..

PS: My dad turns 50 this month… Half Century… Yippee….And I wish all these people Happy Birthday and Wishing you happiness all the way.. Have fun. Take care..

Birthday Bashes… During exams Times AAARGH!!!

My Sweet and naughtiest cousin POOJA celebrated her 5th birthday yesterday(29/07/09) which, of course I missed due to exams. I miss that sweetie pie. I called up in the morning before going to exams and wished her. Then made sure Murugesh wished her after exams which she asked for. Don’t ask me who Murugesh is: He is my classmate from IIPM who is Pooja’s pet.

Anyways.. So today, I have two of my classmates celebrating birthdays. That would be Nishanth and Pradap. Both of them are personally good friends of mine, but since its exams we are unable to celebrate their birthday.

Then last but never the least, Saddam,(now only close friend who cares a lot about me), is celebrating his birthday on the Sunday(2.8.09). I want to celebrate his birthday too.. Since its the final year for all of us and we would be leaving in another 6 months of college, I feel so sad about us not being together even on our special days.. Anyways I hope that atleast we could re-unite in celebrating each other’s birthday..

PS: My dad turns 50 this month… Half Century… Yippee….And I wish all these people Happy Birthday and Wishing you happiness all the way.. Have fun. Take care..

>What comes and goes… I still have to live

>Whatever happens, I’m keep telling myself that life has to go on, no matter what. Eventhough, it makes me sick, I still need to survive. Getting back to my old self will take a long time again but I have my exams coming for which I’ve got to put my mind and soul to work on it. I know that Life can never be the same as it was. This is what I always get. My life is like that. But I’ve learned to survive. Like my profile says that I still have a life to live. I read this latest post from Angie’s blog about writing a letter to your future me. Well I’ve written one for myself.

Thanks Angie. It has given me the strength to go on again. It made me realise that life is worth living and talking about it later. I’ve written the letter so joyously that it would make me read it after 2 years and make me that I should write more letters like this. So that one day, I wish I could feel happy about myself or sad about things which I have missed. My life is not perfect. Nobody’s is. So why crib about what has happened in the past and when I can try to make my present worth living. I’ve dediced that life can change and change is permanent. It has its own ups and downs. Things, which I most importantly mentioned in the letter is to get back what I lost… my love, my true friends, my sisters, and most of all, MYSELF. This future letter thing has given me the courage to achieve certain limits and heights which I have aimed for. I don’t want to disappoint myself  that after two years thinking that I haven’t lived worth while. Many thanks to Angie.. You rock girl!!

SO at last what I was trying to say is that I won’t be writing any posts till my exams get over and which will happen on the 6th of august. And most importantly after exams, I’l be myself again.. Until then. Take care.. C you guys around. But I will not miss to read your updates. Keep Posting. Happy blogging!! 🙂

What comes and goes… I still have to live

Whatever happens, I’m keep telling myself that life has to go on, no matter what. Eventhough, it makes me sick, I still need to survive. Getting back to my old self will take a long time again but I have my exams coming for which I’ve got to put my mind and soul to work on it. I know that Life can never be the same as it was. This is what I always get. My life is like that. But I’ve learned to survive. Like my profile says that I still have a life to live. I read this latest post from Angie’s blog about writing a letter to your future me. Well I’ve written one for myself.

Thanks Angie. It has given me the strength to go on again. It made me realise that life is worth living and talking about it later. I’ve written the letter so joyously that it would make me read it after 2 years and make me that I should write more letters like this. So that one day, I wish I could feel happy about myself or sad about things which I have missed. My life is not perfect. Nobody’s is. So why crib about what has happened in the past and when I can try to make my present worth living. I’ve dediced that life can change and change is permanent. It has its own ups and downs. Things, which I most importantly mentioned in the letter is to get back what I lost… my love, my true friends, my sisters, and most of all, MYSELF. This future letter thing has given me the courage to achieve certain limits and heights which I have aimed for. I don’t want to disappoint myself  that after two years thinking that I haven’t lived worth while. Many thanks to Angie.. You rock girl!!

SO at last what I was trying to say is that I won’t be writing any posts till my exams get over and which will happen on the 6th of august. And most importantly after exams, I’l be myself again.. Until then. Take care.. C you guys around. But I will not miss to read your updates. Keep Posting. Happy blogging!! 🙂

>Lost a good friend forever…..

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I’ve lost that close friend again with whom I can never get back. I cannot face him anymore but I still miss him. He was a true friend, the one whom you can never find these days. I lost him for reasons which can never be explained. All I wanted was him to be happy.. I did stupid things for that. I hate myself for saying or doing those things. My friend cannot be replaced. All that left of me is the remains of our happy memories together. We can never have those things anymore. Life is too painful but I’m learning to TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES. Its worth crying for some reasons and he is one of them. I’ve learned to learn from my mistakes. Here I’m trying to learn again. Please god, don’t give me anymore people who will leave after everything gets uptight and personal. Its his life and his decision but my tears. Lost him and its forever….???

PS: I hope it not forever.