End of a brilliant phase!!

I cherish Harry potter since it brought about a beautiful phase as well as a beautiful friendship!

I admit it was the movie which made me want to read, same way it did to C.S Lewis’s Chronicles of Narina! I am a feminist though I don’t publicly accept it ( okay now I did), the first thing that impressed me was that a guy in my class in school was so into this book!! Its very hard to find men accept women writers! Still is actually! MEN *SIGH*

Believe me when I say i never read books for the sake of liking it! It was books like economics n history that made me hate books so much! But now I have also fond for a liking of such books due to books like Harry Potter n authors like JK Rowling! Likewise some relationships change everything that was u.

I am taking about a dear friendship which grew becos of taking tutions for maths! I was weak in maths, still am but I did score the highest in it. This was in my 11th std. Bharani was in my class from the 4th std but we hardly ever talked becos I thought she was too shy n she thought I was too bold 🙂 we still laugh abt the fact that we never really liked each other until we took up the same group! 🙂

Harry potter was another reason for the friendship to grow more quicker n thicker! We started with discussing the flaws but then we grew together with it! We read it together n we read it apart, we cried apart n together! Laughed together n apart! I relate my friendship with harry potter. It is a spl bond both harry potter n our friendship!

Harry potter series may end but we will still keep reading it, talk about it, laugh about it! So will it cherish my friendship with her. Love u guys bharani, pavitra, amudha, anusha and sindhu for those lovely memories which will always stay with us forever no matter wherever, whoever u are!

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I see a light in the future.

Everybody hopes for a miracle so do I.  I was meant to be born with a silver spoon, literally but the so-called fate turned upside down when business for my dad started tumbling after a few years. This was due the fact my dad never listened to my grandparents. Sometime my dad says that what ever happened in business was because he never listened to them and he also says that I should not fall into his footsteps. My dad was adopted by my grandparents. He was one among 11 kids who were from my real grandparents. My real grandfather was the brother of the adopted. So out the 11 only 9 survived and all of them were boys. My dad was literally the 8th one. For pple who knew the story of lord Krishna who was born to one mother and raised by another who was also the 8th born. Well ironically my dad’s story is almost the same. And coincidentally, he was also born on krishna jayanthi. Cool huh??

My dad being the only son( to the adopted parents) was pampered and looked after like none other dint know it until he was around 17 . When he found out, he got real angry and left them. After that my grandma fell very ill so he came back again to them. Since that day onwards, he never left them till death. This adopted grandpa was the big bro and he had a lot of riches. It is even said that MGR was sleeping on our corridor’s once when he had come to Chennai to start off his acting career. I never believed that one but it was told by my grandpa. When grandpa died of cancer, he gave all this money to my dad who was the only child. My real grandfather also had the same riches except he had to divide it among 8 of em( excluding my dad).  Since my dad had more money, he was asked by his brothers, my uncles, to start many business which al flopped in the process and that’s how we lost all our money. Since then, my dad doesn’t believe his brothers. I don’t believe them either.

So now my dad is alone working his wits away, trying to bring up three daughters whom he loves very much and is very proud to have borne us. I still have hope and faith that even though we have our ups and downs, we survive. And there is still hope in the near future, I see light. The Light is us. The three daughters. Umapathy’s Angels.(something like charles angels.lol). So the light(us), we are just great. Each one with a unique character struggling and surviving in this male egoistic world with hopes and dreams of being our selves and trying achieve what we are here for.

“To Make My Dad Happy.” 🙂 🙂 🙂

Take some time

People come and go
Things and feelings change
but history repeats itself in many ways
the circle keeps getting tighter
until you can’t breathe
some people get closer
while others leave
but you know
he’ll always be in your heart

it’ll just take some time
to realize
it wasn’t him
and right now
your whole body aches
and you cringe
seeing her with him
wishing it still was you
it’ll just take some time
to realize
he never really loved you

you feel empty
and hollow
something’s missing
a piece torn out of your heart
you know your a fool
for falling in love
you knew it would end bad
but you took that chance
for a pair of beautiful eyes
that promised you the night skies

now you’re standing here alone
staring up at the stars
they aren’t yours like he said they would
but you can see his name and hers
and it hurts

it’ll just take some time
to realize
it wasn’t him
and right now
your whole body aches
and you cringe
seeing her with him
wishing it still was you
it’ll just take some time
to realize
it wasn’t him
and right now
your whole body aches
and you cringe
seeing her with him
wishing it still was you
it’ll just take some time
to realize
he never really loved you

and when the hurt finally stops
and you’re able to move on
you’ll look back now and then
and realize
everything happens for a reason
and everything takes time

it’ll just take some time
to realize
it wasn’t him
and right now
your whole body aches
and you cringe
seeing her with him
wishing it still was you
it’ll just take some time
to realize
he never really loved you